I feel so bad for you for having this happen. I really wish I do something, say something to make it easier. If nothing else, you have all the mental hugs from me that you can handle.

It might have tasted bitter to do it, but I think posting this apology was good. It's one of the reasons I like you: Your code of honor and sense of fair play. I'm not sure I've ever said that to anyone before, but there you go.

You have my prayers and my hopes that you and your son will find peace with yourselves and each other.

*hugs*